Cognitive Dissonance

Why did you do this?

Did you know what you were doing? Do you know what you are doing?

Will life find its way?

You have spent so much time trying, yet have only fallen short with every effort.

Why do you fail, why do you fall? What is the reason to continue, will you ever give up?

How to stop this vicious cycle?

No clue.

Fall on your face. Repent, forgive or die in the cold.

Be alone with your constant strive for perfection, your false sense of self love as you fill all your actions with pure drive to destroying who you are afraidto become.